romance
yesterday, my mom had asked me about what my type is. to which i replied pretty evasively. ive never given much thought to having an actual partner.
i dont think im very capable of loving someone romantically. being in a relationship with someone sounds like a bit of a chore. i don’t like sharing space with most people for longer than an hour, and my ideal partner is basically a better version of me. and i probably wouldn’t stand for anything less.
i love the idea of being in a relationship. growing old with someone who understands you better than anyone else, cuddling for warmth, that kind of stuff. but i can find someone to do that with in a best friend, or a pet. maybe even a huge plush toy and a nice blanket.
plus, like i said, i hate being around most people and the chances of me meeting “the one” are as low as the deepest part of the sea. even more so if you consider that i don’t like being set up with people, blind dates, tinder (or any adjacent sites), and that i avoid interacting with people when i leave the house.